Urghhhhh....

You know when you have the feeling that your day is gonna be painful?
Well i'm having that feeling now.. *shakes head* Ahh well...
I guess i'd just have to charge head on.. hahah..
I feel like crap.. this week has been very trying..
So unsure about certain things..
Still unsure *lmao* But hey.. if it doesn't work out.. it's not the end of the world.
I reckon i should live life to the fullest and i shouldn't regret anything..
Well.. that sounded a bit ..hmmm.. as long as no one gets hurt in the process..
I know that everything happens for a reason..
Obstacles get in your way.. as a means of making you stronger..
I get it.. but sometimes i want to be me.. i want to do what i want without being conformed and confined.. i want to do rash things.. and not regret it..
You only have one life.. sorta hahah.. i want my life to be exciting!
I want to be selfish and i want it to be all about me!
I've lived my life the way other people wanted me to..
I feel like i've not discovered who i am.. *lol*
Ahh well.. it's still early days..

I'd get through this somehow *lol*

Ciao!