I Give Up!

I stopped taking the Cambridge diet, my body couldn't handle it. I felt quite sick this morning, felt like puking and weak. Had some broiled vegetables for breakfast and a cup of fresh juice (apple & carrot) for tea. Had a small bowl of yong tau foo soup for lunch and a few pieces of steamed chicken for dinner. I feel much better and i sincerely hope that the weight i lost stays OFF!

It was horrible and torturous going on that diet. Worst diet ever! I realise that i didn't chew or had anything hot in 5 days. It was disgusting! The next time i have to diet, it'd be something substantial and 'normal'.

Well, i finally submitted my application for the spouse visa at Australian High Commission. Bah! Went to Wesley to attend the Friday Group. It was fun! Thank God i'm back to eating normal food. I shall eat healthy. Lotsa vegetables and meat and no/less carbo.

Going for my fitting tomorrow!! YIPPEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! Can't wait =)

End of Day 5

Urgh! I managed to survive the 5 day Cambridge Diet 'curse' hahahah.. I think i've taken this stupid diet 4 times, counting the one i'm on now. And almost every time i reach the 5th day, i'd drop out. As i'd start writing down the types of food i want to eat and then i'd just cave in. Heheheh, but not this time.. i'm holding on.. *flexes muscles* hahahah

I've lost 3 kg so far.. 2 more days to go. *wails* I hate drinking the stupid shakes! Disgusting! YUCK!!! Anyways, i only took 2 packets today. Can't wait for Sunday to arrive so i can eat normal food. I won't stuff myself with everything, i think i'd just go no carbo for the time being as i want to maintain the weight loss. I wanna go back to my original weight 58kg-60kg. That's my ideal range. My husband-to-be is really sweet, he told me that i needn't go on a diet as he loves me just the way i am =)) He's such a sweetie! One of the reasons why i love him so much ;)

Did so much today, tho i woke up 1035am. I'm such a piggy!!! I can't sleep so much as when i have to go back to work next Monday, i'd not be able to sleep in! SOB! Went to Raffles Place to get one of the lawyers to certify my documents. Cost me $155. Geeezzz!!!!! HEART PAIN!!! I nearly had a fit! hahahah.. She bloody 'tekok' me! Daylight robbery! Geeeezzz!!! I still can't get over it!

I met up with my pastor, he's such a funny fella =) Made me feel at ease, don't know why i was so uneasy and scared in the first place. So now i think i've got to get the Order of Service done .. will get to it soon. Which reminds me, i gotta email the lady my wedding invite format thingy. Hmmmmmmmm... *takes a mental note*

Tomorrow is a big day, going to the Australian High Commission at 9am.. gotta reach there by 9am as we have to go for Friday later at 1030am. Once i hand in my Spouse Visa Application, i'd be more at ease. I'd won't worry so much.

I'm beginning to enjoy planning for this wedding, feeling really excited *grins* heheheh not so stressful now! I can't wait to go for evening gown fitting. I wanna try on my wedding gown again *grins* Hope i look nicer in it *grins* tee hee hee
What else do i have to do on Saturday.. *thinks* Oh yea, gotta head down to TecMan to enquire about the order of service and collect my wedding shoes too.. (my other pair) Yes, i have 2 pairs! hehehehe..

Gotta sleep early tonight.. have to wake up at 730am. Gotta leave the house at 8am. Painful man... *l* Not only i'm deprived of food, i can't sleep in too... Such is life.. blehhhhhhhhhhh

End of Day 4

I'm nearly dying from hunger! The past few days were bearable, but today when i did more stuff instead of lazying around. I became so darn hungry! It's no joke! It's torturous! I reckon it'll be the last time i'm doing this sort of diet! ARGH! HATE DIETS!!!! I miss food!!!!!! *wails* I feel so darn pathetic!

I did quite alot of stuff today:

- Posted the tax form to Tris
- Bought the 'moving' boxes
- Took Jin to the doctor
- Tidied up my room (threw away so much junk)
- Rearranged the stuff for tomorrow (Going to certify the documents)

I'm hungry! My tummy feels so empty and hollow .. hahahah a first for me!
Tomorrow i'm going to get the documents certified at Raffles Place at 1pm then head down to Wesley to meet my Pastor at 3pm. What joy! Feelin so stressed! Sux that i can't eat yet! My body is beginning to reject the 'shakes'. My throat refuses to swallow *lol* Anyways.. 3 more days! WAHOO!!!!! Will power! Will power!!!!!!!!
I reckon i've got lots of will power, my house is filled with food. Wherever i go or look, i see something edible. LAst night i sat with my family at the coffee shop as they ate a really good dinner. I just sat there with my water bottle and a magazine. Today i sat infront of Jin as he ate at McDonald's. Ahh well... i shall be strong! HIYAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!

At least i look at feel thinner... better be! hahaha... can't wait to eat on Sunday.
Anyways... Later!

End of Day 3

I had a fantastic time at Tekong. The 'Pass-Out-Parade' was such a blast!
The marching ceremony was superb and the 'war-dance' thingy they did at the end was hilarious! I'm gonna ask Jin to do it for me again! hahahaha i cheered and yelled so much! I was so darn proud of Jin, he managed to survive the first 9 weeks of NS. Not only did he survive, he excelled too!

Still on my Cambridge diet, end of day 3.. 3 more days to go, not counting tomorrow.
Seems that we're not gonna see Nick the photographer tomorrow as he's busy. So we rescheduled it to this Saturday after my Wedding gown fitting. Urgh!!!!! So many things to do this week.. suck ass man! So i guess on Thursday, i gotta go down to Raffles Place to certify the documents before 3pm, see Pastor at 3pm and drag my ass to Chinatown to engrave my wedding bands. I can tell it's gonna be a really LONG day!

Friday... yea.. going down to Australian High Commission to hand in my spouse application form and if i have time. Go to Friday group at WEsley =) We'd see how things go. I might pop by my school to set up the classroom a bit. We'd see...

Tomorrow i might pop down to Paya Lebar to post Tris the tax form. Should be fun *l* Gotta clean up my room tomorrow then.. Geez... i really can't wait to get all i need to do DONE! And get this stupid diet over and done with.. BAH!!!

Huh!

It's been months since i wrote, been lazy *shrugs* What can i say? hahahha
Well, the wedding is going smoothly. Just picked out the wedding invitation cards, bought my wedding shoes and two wedding cds. This Thursday, i have a meeting with the Pastor from my church regarding the church wedding ceremony. Hmmm.. i'm a little 'scared', don't know why i'm feeling that way but yea....

It's my 2nd day of my Cambridge diet, nothing but drinking those yucky 'shakes' *makes icky face and pretends to gag* 5 more days to go.. Whooppeeee!!!! Gee Weezzz.. it's so hard for me.. i hate.. detest dieting! I love food.. hahahah... but yea the things i have to go through to look nice in my wedding gowns *sighs* Vanity!!!! hahahahah! I can't stop hiccupping.. it's disgusting! EEEEEEKKK!!!

My evening gown fitting will be this saturday.. so excited!!! hahaha i'd be thin by then!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! Oooohhh... gotta head down to the Australian High Commission to hand in my spouse application form. Should be fun! hahhaah! Wish someone would go with me.

So many things to do this week, i have to seriously clean up my room and throw my junk away! I can't bring all those stuff to Canberra with me! Gotta do all that soon! Hmmm.. What's on Wednesday.. oh right! Gotta see the photographer, Nick. Then head down to somewhere in Chinatown to engrave my wedding bands and then head down to Raffles Place to certify my certs and stuff! Geezzz!!!!! Gonna be fun *makes a face*

Jin is gonna 'POP' tomorrow!!! YIPPPEEE!!! He's having his pass out parade! Mom, dad, Abby and I will be going down to Tekong!!! So exciting!!! heheheh.. Sux that i can't eat!!! BLEH!!!

Well, i shall try to keep my blog up and running ;) Till then.. ChEeRiO!