Work SUX!

I hate my work at the moment. Whingy staff, parents.. BLEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm fed up and i feel really tired and burnt out.
Why can't i have a good easy life??!!! WHY?!!!!
I always have to sacrifice money and all that!
I don't want to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have to pay bills, bloody mortgage..
groceries.. nothing is cheap!!!!! *sighs*
Ahh well.. such is life!!!!! =(

Sometimes i wanna spend the money i earn on myself.
I'm seriously thinking about not having children.. coz it's expensive!
I have to support my family in Singapore and also myself and hubby here..
I'm tired...... I'm tired of not having enough money..
I'm tired of saving.. always saving or giving it away *lol*
What sucks is that i have to pay back this 'loan' for my studies.. which was GIVEN to me..
but i have to give it back!!!!! F%$^*&%^$#@!$@%#&^$*^*^(*^&(^&%^^$#%
All this anger *lol* Where did that all come from?!!!! hahahahahah...

I so wanna live life for myself, i want to do the things i want to!
SUX ASS! It all sux!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm really tired... i need a break.. a break from work and all these stress!!!!

SIGHS!!!!!!! LIFE SUCKS!!!!

Excited!!!!

I'm planning a birthday dinner for my hubby this Friday. I've already invited 5 of his close friends. It's going to be an intimate dinner. I'm not sure what i'm going to cook yet. I might cook a range of exotic food *lol* Beef Rogan Josh, Thai Green Curry Chicken, minced pork with egg noodles, and something else *lol* Maybe chicken wings or something!!! *lol*

After dinner we would play games and watch anime and drink!!! WAHOO!! *lol*